I’ve been writing and putting out video pretty regularly. It has felt like a recovery but I don’t know what I recovered from. I feel like I have always been working, writing, making jokes, hating lists-- I have been trying to improve and work very hard. I put up YouTube videos. I write short…Read more In Search of Solid Land
In each of the main Pokemon games the player is tasked to catch them all, be the best pokemon fighter in the country, defeat a criminal organization, and save the society from collapse of the earth from being destroyed. With Pokemon Go player do none of these things that we associate with Pokemon. There is…Read more Pokemon Go Shows that You are an NPC
In several days, I will be visiting my childhood home to see my parents and family. It is already getting on my nerves. Just one stalemate conversation with my mother has left my thoughts scattered but none the less with purpose. I have thought that a series of essays would be a productive place and…Read more Righteous Struggle: A Fight with my Parents
If I try to write about beauty but it comes out twisted and sad. I was told it was beautiful once. Did it mutate? What happened to my idea of beautiful? Am I being honest? Am I romanticizing illness and drudging up the gutter? Painting the sunset with arsenic and mustard gas. Choking myself with…Read more How warped is my mind?
Oh no, I have forgotten to finish polishing this weeks post and am now late. So, it is time for a stream of consciousness. post until I find a focus. Saturday is still a day, unless we have forsaken word endings for their far sexier cousins the unexplained hipster naming system. Without a doubt hipsters get the bad…Read more A Passing Review of Alt Lit
A literary critic came to my store looking for red pens. He had papers to paint. I told him to go easy on his subjects. He laughed, “That isn’t what they pay me for.” Our conversation didn’t go further than that but in my mind it still continues as I attempt to widen my understanding…Read more Jealousy and Money
I'm reading The Women's Room and it piles onto what has become my conveniently thinking. About, how lawns are not a logical or useful use of space and our fresh water supply. Why we aren't as apathetic to the hundredth of a dollar as we are for the thousandth. How economics have shifted and people don't…Read more Women’s Room