I’m sorry Kendra, I haven’t taken your advice. I’m sorry that the fight left me. I was scared and unsure of the outside. Your advice after thirteen years of working for the same terrible place that I worked was simply this, “Don’t Settle.” I’m sorry. I have so very settled into my average of sixteen…Read more Don’t Settle: A Memorial and Lesson
It is easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle than for a Rich man to get into heaven. The Bible told me to be poor and in this country that was easy. With the help of my parent's I worked my way through college but there was something wrong in…Read more Christian Nation
Zach Snyder is a bad director, some people say after watching bats v sups. There is a clear difference between him and real directors but another of mostly adaptations Baz Luhrmann. Both directors have a visual flair to their productions. Snyder loves his slow motion and violence. Baz loves music and energy. Zach Snyder is…Read more Bazmann Vs Snyder
In several days, I will be visiting my childhood home to see my parents and family. It is already getting on my nerves. Just one stalemate conversation with my mother has left my thoughts scattered but none the less with purpose. I have thought that a series of essays would be a productive place and…Read more Righteous Struggle: A Fight with my Parents
The last big copyright despite was An author suing the makers of Gravity for not paying her for additional writing that she had done in the nineties for the adaptation of her book that was never made. The case claimed that Gravity was that adaptation. The movie gravity is a series of set pieces that…Read more The Cabin in the Woods Copyright Claim
Sometimes, I call my own name out. I say, “Ray.” I expect myself to answer, maybe. I expect myself to find my proper track of mind. Focus is a foreign concept. I do not know exactly why, sometimes. I just want to get my attention out of the dream out of the days that I…Read more Why I haven’t been posting.
If I try to write about beauty but it comes out twisted and sad. I was told it was beautiful once. Did it mutate? What happened to my idea of beautiful? Am I being honest? Am I romanticizing illness and drudging up the gutter? Painting the sunset with arsenic and mustard gas. Choking myself with…Read more How warped is my mind?